YJ? YJ! YJ..

So..I can't hide from it.. in fact there's nothing to hide.. Yes.. I've been a Yjcian for 2 years in my life! Wow?! So has it been sen min? Exciting? I guess not.. or maybe..alittle bit.. I realised..I've never written anything much abt my JC life in my blog.. so it hasn't been pretty much interesting eh? The times I spent in guitar was great...awesomely great I tell u..it's really true.. but before I go into that.. I want to re-cap about my 2 years spent there.. I want to talk it out right now!

The school:

well..school bonding..I feel that's it's real lacking.. I don't know why...becuase I really don't feel any sense of "Yey! we're Yjcians" feeling around the compound. It's like students are just doing their own stuffs..it's like students are here just to study and leave when their 2 years are up. I had that same attitude initially.. right until the guitar ensemble perked up my JC life by lots. Yea.. That's wat I feel. And I know the school is trying its very best to built that strong sense of feeling towards the school..but somehow.. U noe.. i don't know why it isn't working! hahaha..maybe its because of some rules or regulations they tend to use on the students? That's why the students don't like the school so much because of such rules.. hmmm..one example I can think of is the teacher's day detention..I was real unhappy abt such punishments.. serious! The main culprit did not even turned up on that day! and so the pupils who always take the trouble to come early get punished?

The teachers and students:

The teachers are great! seriously..they are really passionate about teaching.. haha..they don't mind staying back with u to get that stupid phys concept rite.. they don't mind marking yur extra essays even though they are real busy. that's what touches me the most..their passion for teaching..yea. The students? generally.. haha.. we're just like any other students in other schools..typical la. I know it's not really fair to compare schs.. but as compared to my sec sch CTSS.. I find that the student bonding is much more apparent in CTSS than in Yj..

CTG 109/209/cca:

my class 209.. hmm.. seriously.. let me seriously talk abt it honestly..the class bonding is not there. It's evident..it's like we're seperated by various cliques. But It's not the cliques that seperate us..serious..it's not that reason.. because my sec sch times..we had alot of cliques in my class too.. but our class still manage to bond as a whole.. serious.. sec 2c1..sec 4e1..good examples. So wat's that reason? I think it's because of our backgrds.. yea..I don't wish to talk abt that here..might end up typing too much..

Ask me about the most memorable stuff that has happened to my JC 1 life and I would think about OBS last year.. yes..that's the only time I thought my class had bonded together.

Ask me about the most momorable stuff that has happened in my JC2 life.. I could only think of my guitar ensemble..

I love you YJ guitar! it's more than words can say..

Hmmm..about my classmates..It was a pity I didn't get to know some of my classmates well enough. I tot they would be real nice people to know. One of the classmates is Abigail..yea..I think she's a very interesting person to know and hang around.. seriously..would be kinda fun if I get to know her better. Another person would be edward.. haha..I admire his temper man..like he doesn't get pissed off? haha..
My Clique:

Well..I have to say..my clique consist of totally differnent people! Im so serious! we're comprised of people who really have different characters totally.. and have totally different goals..and come from different backgrounds. And wat's more.. we manage to fit.. this clique is most colourful in terms of characteristics.. haha.. thanks buddies..you've brighten up my life.. lame jokes..silly actions..jumping out of the school gate.. hanging around in LT4.. basketball.. and slacking! haha.. hope we can stay in contact..

Myself:

personally..I've grown better sipritually in Yj.. yup..guitar ensemble changed my life.. Mr alex changed my life.. he rekindled my hopes on persuing your dreams once again. But lately..I haven't been performing well acadaemically..I know that my aim is to get into university..that is my ultimate goal.. But I've found out that life isn't just about getting As and Bs for exams.. There's more to life than it should currently be.. That's why I've taken up new things like guitar.. photography.. because these are wat that makes like more interesting. But now..I have leave those interests aside a few months ago and started to place more emphasis on my studies. Yea..the world still boils down to that stupid cert! argh!

Basically..I haven't found confidence in myself yet. It's my greatest obstacle that has been obstructing me for years in my life. I haven't learnt to believe in myself..

I can't wait for the A's to end..so that I can go around taking pics again.. I can play the guitar with my ensemble..