Honestly..I've been slacking..I dunno why.. want to study..but everytime I touch my books..I suddenly feel so demoralise and distracted. Suddenly I lost the will and motivation to study..
I guess Im tired..tired of studying..for 17 years of my life. I traced back.. I have been like the rest.. who have worked so hard to get till where we are now. But Im feelng tired.. feeling restless..because I am having this strong feeling..this strong belief..that my grades aren't the most important aspect in my life. A certificate.. is to show how hard to slogged for the exams. They don't reflect who I really am.. they are just one of the ways to judge your performance..your intelligence.. and so far..it is superficially the best way to judge your worth in the society.
Yes, Im being bias here..any GP teacher can detect my error. But isn't it true? Companies look at your qualifications to hire you.. your pay is somehow determined by your academic achievements.
But I have no choice..I have to carry on to get my cert and get into the university. I've chose this road and I can't possibly back away. It's not that I don't have a goal in the future..But all this studying is really preventing me from being human.
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