Rain Rain..Go away..Come not on saturdays..

I feel damn useless at times..is it me..or maybe im just unable to organise things anymore..just can't seem to get more xf peeps to play ball...

Mother nature is never on my side..It started to rain the afternoon and that spoilt my entire day. Seriously..totally turned off. Why? why? Last saturday wasn't that good as well..I tot I could spend some quality time with xf since last week was my birthday week..But none of them turned up! I waited till 3-4pm! arghh..really slacking..pk and ac suddenly don't wanna go. I msg mel over msn..he didn't reply..Fabian had class outing.. Sk only came for dinner..des also..then Yn and Ml went to LOT 1 and bought something..then after that Yn went home! she came all the way and went home? and it's not the first time la.. Today she also went home just like that without touching the ball..I don't what to say..I noe she seemed fustrated and super bored..but I hope she's not beginning to complain. I don't know how to say..but really feel sorry for her..just come all the way and just to go back home..I feel just as fustrated and pretty useless.. I can't get things right.. I everytime see her sian sian look..I also abit affected..

The boys are left..but Pk and Ac had to leave by 5.30 for training.. so it's fab jl and me left..after that things got alittle bit better.. when the trio went to play LAN..haha..we played CS..the olllldddd classic game.. yea..then Jl had a computer where his CS had a wall hack on..lol..then me and fabian went against him..he could see through every wall and object..hahaha..then he was like the predator and we're the prey.. lol.. then whenever got a extra stranger got into the game..JL would go to our side and we'll gang bang him..hahahhaa..then we surely win la with JL the hacker around...LOl~! we spam grenade and he was gone..lol..but he liked it man! hahaha..then he purposely on his volume of his speakers loud loud attract our attention..lol..damn funny..then we play jeepathon..then we're driving the cars and doing drive-bys..hahhaa..

Then all three of us got high from CS..like drunkards..just walking along the streets and laughing and asses off. Then we bought food and went to Jl's hse. His parents were not at home so..Whoo hoo! havoc! then they started playing CS again on lap tops..haha.. then after that we played PS2 lo..screaming our heads out.. -.-

But then again..Im so bothered..I always feel so positive on saturdays..I would tell myself.."it's going to be a blast today"..but the weather had just got to spoil it all...