Changing lanes

I've been recalling all these stuff for a while now..actually I really have forgotten about my diary for a long time. Until Mei Ling asked me about my OD..lol..then ppl kept asking me to write down what has happen all this while. Now that everyone in Xf has gone different ways..take different roads..it may be harder for us to meet up in future. Pk and Ac got into SP's chemical processing..Jie lun was posted to do business in NP..YC did biotech in RP..Mel's now in Melborune studying..Fabian..keke..still stuck in ctss finishing his last year before he graduates...Sham entered Pj but soon going overseas to study..Mx, Des, Sk, mk landed in JJC..Jon in Pj..well as for me..I entered into YJC with Mei ling..

We've been posted to different places..I was wondering if we could ever keep in touch. Not just only keep in touch for a month or two..but keep in touch for a long long time. Some how..I have this feeling that Xf will end up like my primary sch friends of 6/4'99 and my buddies in 2c101..the usual cycle..split up to different roads..keep in touch for a while..go out together once in a while..then slowly..slowly..*poof*..Gone..wat's xf?issit something u can eat?issit something u can play with?haha...nah..Not so bad la ah??we'll at least remember each other..But will we still talk like ol' friends..talk casually..joke around..share problems..? Will we in future be willing enough or have the time to go out together again? haix..so many doubts..future seems so bleak. Right now..I treat every bball session..every outing..every chat with my ol' friends as if it's the last..cherish wat I am having now with my friends.. i hope they'll do the same too..

yup..maybe we'll find new pals in our Polys or JCs..find new lamers..find new friends who will be willing to hear out your problems..find new bballers..find new ppl to hang out with. But That's life come on..it's that bloody realistic and cruel..don't you just hate that? but we have to live with it..that's the sickening part.

well..I just hope after finding all these new buddies..we wouldn't forget each other..hope that each and everyone of us will remember that we were once wearing white red basketball jersys playing a fool at limbang court. hope that you'll remember how u scratch your friend's shoes accidentally..lol..My VC IIIs have a permanent scar now..or should I call it..a little soviener given by my good friend..

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Pk and mE often talk about wat's gonna happen to xf in the future. You know he always complain to me..whenever very little ppl come for bball..he'll sigh, "hai..see la..now even so little ppl can make it..wat more in the future..we'll have lesser ppl.." He's the kind who really treasures friendship alot..sometimes he's really dissapointed to see so little response when we are playing bball. when we were posted in MI for the first 3 mths. He kept talking abt Xf for the first few days of sch..say wat.."sian la..MI so boring..miss xf so much.." and If im not wrong..he shed a tear along the way when we went home while talking abt xf..

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Jie Lun seemed pretty calm and steady about these things. Me and Jl had already past by the '2c101 era' together..say we gonna 2c101 like mad la..say hope can be forever friends..but now..2c1 hardly get in contact with each other lor.. maybe in small groups..jl,pk me and fab..one grp..ade, by, yh and zoe in another..haix..will xf turn out to be another 2c101 in our lives? just fated to accompany us for these 2 years of our sec sch life? haix..gan kai wan duan..

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yyn is the practical one..lol..one time we were having one of our outings and yyn, mei ling and me were talking abt xf. then she said, "xf will sure 'disband' one..i think even b4 the chalet lor..coz we simply have too little time.." lol..yyn really gave me a reality check tt time..it's pretty true..although it sounds abit cruel...mei ling was shaking her head going.. "nono..I don't want this to happen..don't want..don't want.."

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how how? can someone give an answer?

It's all rightIm ok..I think GOD can explain...