my last days of agony!!!!

yes finally!!! today i can finally be free!! and I can finally be a normal student!!!
Im free like a bird!!
Free from competitions!!! I hate you ***!!let me tell you something..watever you do for yur cca..make sure you have your teacher(s)' in charge full moral support..or else forget about winning the match or competition!!! Make sure he's always there to help..
the NSRL (National Senoir Robotics League) was a total flop i tell you. We were just like going to the competiton just to throw our and our schs' faces. And it's too amazing we could be placed 11th during the league although we never even put any effort in programming it!!! really you know 0 performance..and effort put in.why? how come? why did you not program it? why did you not put effort..it's your competition you know? some would ask..and I answer would be we DON'T GIVE A DAMN. Teachers' are not there to help us or support us. I might sound unreasonable..but read on and read carefully. see how much we had to sacrifice our sch days to do such crap and trash and all along..no one is with us.yey! yipee!! everyone seemed excited...NRSl man!! new competition!! wow..hey look..there are war bots..and soccer robots section to take part in. wow..something new, we can really learn something!! that's wat me and clement and chao yang thought. I was thinking to myself, "hey, at least we have something new to explore and compete..this new re-forming of the robotics club issit that bad after all, our new teacher-in-charge oso not bad wat" this is just the beginning.
So..we bought the robots..been through the training..we have even booked the playing fields for trying out our robots and program for one and a half months. Once a week to science centre to practice and trying out. we thought things will run smoothly. we THOUGHT.
things started to go hay wire..that friday we were suppose to go to the sci centre for the first try out..but when clement went to approach our in charge(name i keep annoynmous)..he said that he have not booked yet. so we went home trusting he would settle it. this carried on for a whole bloody month and he still have not sent in the fax..until the careers' week...when we were having our careers' workshop..he gave us a last minute request to go to the science centre to try out the playing fields. we were like, " you *******, I came here for my workshop and not this last minute crap..this concerns my future after sec 4.." we had to go reluctantly..without knowing that we would never get to try out the playing fields again. We just tried out the fields once..why? Because he still have not booked the reservations yet. so we did not have the exprience and knowledge to program to the suited terrain. damn..poor hcao yang..he had no help but from jian qi who was good in lego bots..he had to create the bots by himself while me and clem had to suffer with the soccer. We had to keep ourselves updated..till the actual day of the competition..he wasn't even there with us..for all three days of the competition. It was all along like we are the only solo players in the picture..he rarely appeared in trainings. we had to make out our own stories in the interview and presentation..we totally lost fighting siprit..coz the teacher doesn't seem to care at all..PISS OFF PISS OFF..why shld we work so hard when we have no support? why the peasants had to work so hard when the tsar was just enjoying his life. He wasn't there with us during the competitions because he had to teach classes..and wat abt us??? don't we have holiday lessons too?? just as impt you know..and why didn't you come to the sci centre right after your classes..don't tell me you have ten classes to teach in a holiday. where were you when you told me to wait for u in the sch at 7.40..I wait will 8.30 and i still could not see your face. maybe you were sick..but why don't you give jian qi a call so that he can tell me? you make me wait like a FOOL.Im sick and tired of my cca..my senoirs were right..dun give a damn about your CCAs just study and bang on your books.